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Title: Life Story
Type: Highly Confidential

Dearest;

Monday, June 29, 2009/ 12:50:00 AM

" The regret is not getting her earlier "

he said.

you're not just a guy,

that i can call my boyfriend.

you're someone i trust,

someone i never want to be away from.

i wanna stay in your arms;

stay close, dont go.

Labels: relationship

Sigh..

Thursday, June 25, 2009/ 11:56:00 PM

" i come for you. i come see you.."

she said.

this week have been a zombie week.

can you actually believe that im studying?

every single day!

no, seriously.

i may have verbal diarrheoa soon.

and it seems like i dont look forward to anything now.
everything feels monotonous.

exams starts next monday

and lost newfoundfriend birthday's the following day.

he's not talking to me

and so i guess we're not on talking terms now.

now i irritated boyfriend.

and so, everyone hates me now.

with me being sick and all.

wow..

i feel so alone now;

thats just life.

Labels: updates.

updates;

Sunday, June 21, 2009/ 9:05:00 PM

"I hate it when we part.

The next minute, im missing you already"

-he said.

i had a very busy yet interesting weekend.

yesterday;

cousin from my dad's side got engaged.

& today;

cousin from my mum's side had an Open House.

PSSTTT!

i managed to "force" Pusheng

to eat Ice Kachang even when he's full

last friday..

HA-HA!

"I GOT 140,000 FOR BEJEWELED!

140,000 LEH! 140,000.. 140,000.. 140,000..

I BEAT BASIRAH ALBA!

140,000.. 140,000.. 140,000"

boyfriend called just to tell me this.

lol! super random.

so cute of him..

i love you;

you do know, right?

Labels: short entry.

Random;

Wednesday, June 17, 2009/ 3:31:00 AM

I MISS YOU.

-yes, you.

do you know?

maybe you dont even care.

cause im erased;

out of your life.

bicara hati;

sukar untuk difahami.

p/s: study date tomorrow!

watching hockey JWC thereafter..

kerna perasaan sayang yang berputik;

harus ku tanam kembali.

apakan daya jika orang tak sudi..

Labels: short entry.

Beautiful night;

Tuesday, June 16, 2009/ 11:28:00 PM

" your eyes.. the brown is so brown"

he said.

B O Y F R I E N D

have been very sweet.

looking into those brown eyes

i got lost initially..

whenever i got upset,

he'd surprise me.

he'll come over to my place

just to coax me.

all the way from the West;

in the middle of the night.

twice he did that

yet twice his plan backfired.

still, he was patient enough.

firstly, when came over, i wasnt at home.

last two nights, when he did that, he cant go home.

yet i cant get out of the house since its already 11pm.

then it started to seem like

Romeo & Juliet scene;

me looking out at the window

in the middle of the night just to look down at him.

he waited patiently under the void deck

with a present till 6am just to meet me.

it was silly;

yet so sweet of him..

that was the sweetest thing

that a guy have ever done for me.

THANK YOU.

and today,

went to watch the Hockey JWC

with Bas, Rezal & him.

Singapore vs USA.

personally,

i think the Singapore team need to mandi bunga

to rid off the bad luck.

the opponent always score at the very last minute!

then they lost the game.

played so well yet luck is not with them.

happened twice already.

Pfft! -.-

and the lost newfoundfriend scored today.

when he slide towards the spectator's stand

where i was sitting,

i dont know how to react..

-firstly cause he owed me a goal.

secondly cause of the words he said,

i dont know how to face him-

and yes, Pusheng.

these are the pictures i was referring to.

and laugh all you want.

BLUEKS!

i just wanna be there;

in your arms..

Labels: updates.

Err..

Saturday, June 13, 2009/ 12:44:00 PM

i've lost my new found friend.

Beats me.

guess im not a good person

to befriend with..

i agree with Pusheng.

there are 2 types of people..

1 - who thinks too much

2 - who doesnt want to think at all

i guess this is a good application

to whats happening right now.

new found friend is no. 1

i suppose.

apparently he worry much

when BF think nothing of it..

and there's me;

who just go with the flow

and because of that behaviour,

i've lost a friend.

"you've lost a friend;

but you've got a boyfriend"

he said.

ILY

Labels: updates.

6th June '09

Sunday, June 7, 2009/ 12:55:00 AM

. N E W F R I E N D F O U N D ! .

sabri.

today, went for hockey training

at Hockey Village with Bas, Rezal & Raymond.

Well, supposedly with Bas only.

Apparently someone bubble me for

40mins or so and suddenly appear with 2 other people.

and they said they're not going tgt.

-little liars-

Pfft!

. H E A R T P A I N .
=p

and guess what i did?

i resort to people watch at the interchange.

to kill time, to be exact.

its kinda interesting & funny.

especially the part where Banglas trying so hard to flirt.

but they're scary people.

-seriously-

i find myself not myself lately.

thankfully, BF understand.

i think.

& i dont know if he realise that

im not being myself.

. H A T I N G I T .

anyways..

study time hasnt been constructive.

im seriously worried.

1 week is almost up.

Geog mindmap test this Monday.

i feel terribly lonely..

even when there's a crowd around me.

i dont understand;

He cant seem to see it..

Labels: mixed emotions