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Title: Life Story
Type: Highly Confidential
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--- Hidayah M nine-teen aquarius 010290 Millennia Institute
LOVES
FAMILY! izyan. nurul. hafiz y. h pusheng. zack. syikin. hockey. dance. music. cadbury. ferrero rocher. swensens. kitkat. cupwalker. walls - paddlepop (rainbow). nestle - chocolate trophy. white. no. 8. daisies.
WISHLIST
ッ samsung pixon hp. ッ ッ nintendo DSi / PSP. ッ ッ ッ new pair of sneakers. ッ ッ mr. men and little miss jacket. ッ ッ new tank top. ッ new swim wear ッ new pair of khakhis pants. ッ ッ new dress. ッ ッ new purse. ッ laptop cover.
thats about all. for now. (: |
Further Description of myself: Quote your heart what you wanna think about, Listen to your own heart talking, don't be silly, listen to adults- they give you the best advices, like how you should finish your A levels before going overseas for further studies
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Tuesday, December 30, 2008/ 11:33:00 PM
Dear diary.. been busy. really. i dont even know what i did. and guess what? 2008 is ending soon. anyways, sorry i didnt update, yes? so here are my posts (: 30th December i went to east coast with izyan. we're suppose to have a date. but the plan's changed a little cause of something. no matter, i still had fun (: but sadly, i didnt take much photos.. oh, that was just a passing cloud (: happy yan who finally gets her Mega Mcspicy (: can bestfriend? (: p/s: i made some new friends. i think? (: 29th December we had our Hockey Carnival. but sadly, we didnt really make it to the finals. however, we had much fun, yes? and i really miss hockey trainings. haha! cant believed i actually said that! Match: Crescent Girls Vs MI A. oh! im in MI B. hee! (: look at the players patronizing their stalls. which is directly infront of us. we've got free smell ONLY. ): pic was taken with sis. after the first match that we had. MI B Vs CJC. we won the first match though. (: the usual place that we went to have our lunch. when we have our trainings at Delta (: bwahaha.. (: that it looked nice? lol! which fufu said she looked chubby?? which nana said she looked fat. lol! anyways, we head to LIDO after lunch. to chillax. i really had fun. take a look at this video. you may not get whatever thats happening. but its ok. (: i trust you enough to come back to me..♥ ms exquisite Labels: updates. |
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Sunday, December 28, 2008/ 8:41:00 PM
Dear diary..
back! back! back! (: missed me much? hurhur! im exausted. update when im free! (: i need my rest. i have my hockey carnival tomorrow. need as much energy. (: p/s: i had so much fun! (: till next time, yes? love you mucho much! (: menanti yang tak pasti aku masih menanti kerna kau yang ku sayangi.. ♥ ms exquisite Labels: can you hear me calling out your name? |
Tuesday, December 23, 2008/ 8:29:00 PM
Dear diary..
I need to know if you’re my true friend, will you be by my side until the end? Can I tell you my secrets deep, and trust them in your heart you’ll keep? We are neither of us without our flaws, can you accept mine as I will yours? I’ll be a shoulder to cry on when you’re blue, will you be there for me when I need you? No matter how busy I will make time for you, if you are busy will you make time for me too? I will take your hand and comfort your tears, will you hold me and soothe my fears? I will give you joy and many warm smiles, can we share that even across many miles? I will not forget what’s important to you, will you remember what’s important to me too? With you my most favourite things I’ll share, If only I know do you truly care? If you can accept me as I do you, then I will know you are a friend most true. i have never experience the true meaning of it. somehow, having my stay in my current school proves it. it was worthwhile.. but im afraid just when im feeling comfortable, things are gonna get worse all over again. friendships forged because they want that limelight. friendships forged because im with this particular guy. friendships forged for the sake of guys who are always around me. thing is, they dont understand me. neither did they try.. i went astray.. to forget the misery. they left me by myself whenever im down in the dumps. but now, the boys are making the effort, to get me back with them. but me? i cant.. cant forget what they made me go through.. i have been alone. just too long.. and im tired of running away.. im tired of searching. all that i want is to rest. p/s: will you wipe away those tears? and keep me away from my fears..? )': i still cant let go.. cause i love you just too much.. ♥ ms exquisite Labels: friendship ; bestfriend |
Monday, December 22, 2008/ 6:34:00 PM
Dear diary..
Don't wanna close the door, Don't wanna give up on it Don't wanna fight no more, We'll find a way around it, Where's the love we had? We can make it last Tell me what I gotta be, Tell me what you wanna do 'Cause I can't live my life The way you want me to You know I can't go on Living like we do Do I have to cry for you? So tell me what it's for, If there's no winner in it? Nobody's keeping score, Let's start from the beginning Can we make it last Where’s the love we had Tell me what I gotta be, Tell me what you wanna do 'Cause I can't live my life The way you want me to You know I can't go on Living like we do Do I have to cry for you? Do I gotta stand in the cold dark night Till the morning light Do I have to say I won't let you get away What do I gotta be, Tell me what you wanna do' Cause I can't live my life The way you want me to You know I can't go on Living like we do Do I have to cry for you? its useless.. its over. i dont wanna be that stubborn girl no more. maybe its just my wishful thinking, that everything's gonna be fine.. everything's all over the place now. maybe i should have stopped believing long ago.. it hurts so bad. as though someone is extracting half of your life away from your body.. i need to catch my breath. i cant breathe.. p/s: i want my mr eyecandy.. ): that stranger whom i still cant stop loving.. ♥ ms exquisite Labels: it hurts real bad; stranger. |
/ 4:55:00 PM
Dear diary..
have any of you watched this movie..? Angus, thongs and perfect snogging its really good. you guys should watch it. the catch to this movie? the 18-yeard-old heartthrob. Aaron johnson who played robbie. (: featuring.. Aaron Johnson! (: oh i love this last pic the best! he looks ultraHOT. but not as gorgeous and charming as my mr eyecandy (: YADAYADAYADA.. p/s: dear zack, you dont trust anyone do you? you dont want a friend. you dont need one? but you need me? heyy.. im in your shoes.. i know how you're feeling. im hurt too.. ): and there's you whom i love-hurt me. and there's you whom i trust-abuse it. whats left of me? ♥ ms exquisite Labels: lousy feeling.. |
/ 12:17:00 PM
Dear diary..
yesterday, i saw mr eyecandy at a family gathering. guess what? he's ULTRAHOT, can? especially when he's in my fav color clothing. the best part was when he gave me those killer smile. and the most sexiest look. dia menggodaku! tsk! haha! (: but we didnt have the chance to talk. izzy bizzy! but i think i'll see him again. SOON. pretty soon. hee! (: i hope.. atleast before he'll go back to Aussie. ): idk why im waiting, idk why i care, idk why i cnt stop loving you.. ♥ ms exquisite Labels: ultrahot eyecandy (: |
Sunday, December 21, 2008/ 12:44:00 AM
Dear diary..
i've never thought he'd be my eyecandy. what's worse when i find myself crushing on him. it feels so right and wrong all at the same time. wanna guess who's the culprit? (: he's got this new bike for himself. license? haha! ask him yourself (: p/s: do i get to ride it? wait, are u even safe on the road? haha. yummy! LJS. met twin for bisikan nadim. dunno how many donkey monkey years, since i last ate there. haha! (: it's a MUST on my list. hehe. wee! favourite oii! yummy! *smacks lips* (: taste heavenly! the pie's all MINE! (: we still have alot of time before the show. oh! twin got me a present! a pleasant surprise, yes? thanks twin! (: look! me poking bubbles! *poke*poke* haha! no lahh.. thats the bloody wishes. for the next year. p/s: for those who do not have faith. in their own god, i suppose? /: (: i just love the blue sky. dont you? pweeety kann..? (: twins. same but opposites. black/white. (: can you hear me? "hello..! im pretty and im clumsy. and yes, im pretty clumsy!" (: the attack of the giant finger. "HELP..!" twin screams. i wonder if Aliff can hear her. hmmm.. back to us twins again. haha. maybe not by blood, yes? (: and twin wander off to wala wala land. dreaming of Aliff. leaving me by myself.. ): oh! guess what? i have a difficult time. trying to read this fluently. im like a girl who just learn how to read. really! wanna read? HA! try to read lah! *sticks tongue out* been eons since i last read in JAWI. hurhur. abit rusty. but i still can read, ok? (: ok lahh.. give face ah.. such a pity. cant read right?? read in english then. ok GO! (: infront of the Asian Civilisation museum. before we head for victoria theatre. (: we took a quick shot since the show havent started. yes.. sememek. i know.. hurhur! (: trying to get yan after the show. AND i like the fountain, can? pretty, yes? hehe! (: well.. im a lil frustrated when i cant get her. after the first call. haha! (: US backstage. waiting for dearest peeps. picture time! (: the KODODKs. haha! Apiz & Yan. saaayang korg! (: with an unknown person on the left. only they know. heh. (: the pretty dayang on your right. the makcik kpoh with a shrieking voice on the extreme right. but i dont mean it LITERALLY. haha! (: he just got a lil excited when he sees me. so he got half-nude. lol! jangan marah eh Yan.. this is Zul, Yan's lover. (: sooo not her! but she did a good job. hurrah! (: but she just wanna prove that she's much sexier than i am. haha! i love you, babe! very much. (: the backScrew. shortform for backstage crew. haha! (: they have the next show to prepare. yes? (: haa.. i wish! (: *snap!*snap!* (: when i heard the cue, "POSE!" (: its amazing. im wearing long sleeve and im still feeling cold. twin's wearing short sleeve and comfortable. i need fats! and hockey burns those fats. boo! ): haha. seriously. thanks for the time, twin (: appreciate it lots. been eons since we did something like this. isnt it? no matter, you're the one. ♥ ms exquisite Labels: bisikan nadim (: |