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Title: Life Story
Type: Highly Confidential
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--- Hidayah M nine-teen aquarius 010290 Millennia Institute
LOVES
FAMILY! izyan. nurul. hafiz y. h pusheng. zack. syikin. hockey. dance. music. cadbury. ferrero rocher. swensens. kitkat. cupwalker. walls - paddlepop (rainbow). nestle - chocolate trophy. white. no. 8. daisies.
WISHLIST
ッ samsung pixon hp. ッ ッ nintendo DSi / PSP. ッ ッ ッ new pair of sneakers. ッ ッ mr. men and little miss jacket. ッ ッ new tank top. ッ new swim wear ッ new pair of khakhis pants. ッ ッ new dress. ッ ッ new purse. ッ laptop cover.
thats about all. for now. (: |
Further Description of myself: Quote your heart what you wanna think about, Listen to your own heart talking, don't be silly, listen to adults- they give you the best advices, like how you should finish your A levels before going overseas for further studies
shush;
Tuesday, March 31, 2009/ 7:50:00 PM
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Bean;
Saturday, March 28, 2009/ 8:10:00 PM
HELL! see what i found on youtube.com have a good laugh
Labels: updates. |
jokes;
Thursday, March 26, 2009/ 5:53:00 PM
the first week of school is almost up. but im feeling really tired already. lots of assignments to finish. P E N D I N G . . ! JOKES for the day (: j o k e #1 Sometimes women are overly suspicious of their husbands. When Adam stayed out very late for a few nights, Eve became upset. "You're running around with other women," she charged. "You're being unreasonable," Adam responded. "You're the only woman on earth." The quarrel continued until Adam fell asleep, only to be awakened by someone poking him in the chest. It was Eve. "What do you think you're doing?" Adam demanded. "Counting your ribs," said Eve. j o k e #2 A husband and wife decided they needed to use "code" to indicate that they wanted to have sex without letting their children in on it. They decided on the word Typewriter. One day the husband told his five year old daughter, "Go tell your mommy that daddy needs to type a letter". The child told her mother what her dad said, and her mom responded, "Tell your daddy that he can't type a letter right now cause there is a red ribbon in the typewriter." The child went back to tell her father what mommy said. A few days later the mom told the daughter, "Tell daddy that he can type that letter now." The child told her father, returned to her mother and announced, "Daddy said never mind with the typewriter, he already wrote the letter by hand." wishing you'd feel the same way Labels: yadayadayada.. (: |
random;
Wednesday, March 25, 2009/ 7:56:00 PM
training was as usual.. but unfortunately it rained heavily. hence training was cut short. haa! (: there's changes in the hockey trainings by the way. tournament starts in 3 weeks time! and i have butterflies in my stomach whenever i think about it.. my hospital appointment is in 2 weeks time. and im really scared.. A N Y W A Y . . im gonna do something with my hair this weekend! what shall i do with it? cut it short or just trim..? hmm.. i t f e e l s l i k e i ' v e f a l l e n f o r y o u ; i t s g e t t i n g w a y t o o d e e p . . . but it doesnt feel right.. maybe, its just a wishful thinking that youre feeling the same way too Labels: scibbled thoughts.. |
cuties;
Tuesday, March 24, 2009/ 10:19:00 PM
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training;
Friday, March 20, 2009/ 10:17:00 PM
hockey season ; tournament phase.. first and foremost, im thankful that my hospital appointment does not clash with my A Div game. wheew! secondly, for the first time while i was playing the hockey game i do not feel tired and i panicked. lol! thirdly, i am back to the position where i used to play in primary school. centre back. fourthly, i am aware that coach may change my position again as he expect his players to be versatile. no more surprises. lastly, coach officially gave us a rest day tomorrow when we were suppose to have our training. thanks much! :D and im really tired. time to catch my beauty sleep, yes? gosshh... D E P R I V E D . p/s: friendly match against CJC today, we won 1-0. excuse me.. are you The One for me?? Labels: hockey |
boredom;
Thursday, March 19, 2009/ 8:30:00 PM
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random thoughts;
/ 7:44:00 PM
relationships are the most complicated thing, eyh? it involves strong feelings which influence our actions. it can be the most wonderful or maybe the worse thing that ever happen in our life. i believe each and every one of us has a different experience of love life, yes? i think.. well, atleast for now.. maybe i should stay away from it? like bestie said, S I N G L E . not forever though.. just for the time being, yes? i strongly believe that it'll do me (& other party) more good than harm (: hey you, i love you. do you know? Labels: relationship |
love;
Tuesday, March 17, 2009/ 12:08:00 AM
Falling in love is EASY; Staying in love is what counts. Falling in love and love are two different feeling. Falling in love can be either a flash of emotions or a first step towards love. You have to do nothing to fall in love. Often there's either nothing you can do to stop falling in love. P/s: oh! i love you, booyyyfrrriiieennnddd...! ;P i still dont quite understand these creatures; called BOYS.. (: Labels: much love from me to you (: |
broken;
Sunday, March 15, 2009/ 8:55:00 PM
i thought what i used to go through was such a torment. least did i know that this is even worse. no wonder daddy always advise me.. do not be an extremist in favouring a person i should have known. i should have heed his advise long time ago. things are just getting more complicated.. this problem is dragging other trivial matters i feel so lost.. somebody please enlighten me.. this friendship and trust that ive built for years, smashed in just a matter of seconds... Labels: friendship ; bestfriend |
misunderstood;
Saturday, March 14, 2009/ 2:51:00 PM
i've learnt the most important lesson in my life. no matter how close you are based on one incident, just one, your friends will judge you. no matter how long they know you. no matter how well they know you. its totally unfair. really. but thats human nature, really. and yes, im losing my best friends. funny thing is.. i dont really care how deep a person can hurt me. but best friends? wow.. just because of one incident one fcuking incident, you're judging me now. saying that im like your "those" other friends. im taking advantage of you? being my best friend, i expect you to know better. you dont want me to talk to you? being the person that i am i will just follow suit. "SUIT YOURSELF, MISTER." and yes, continue to do this to all your other close friends. i am not your first.. everyone's leaving me.. everyone of my bestfriend.. one by one.. slowly.. Labels: friendship ; bestfriend |
leaving;
Thursday, March 12, 2009/ 10:26:00 PM
& no one shall stop me. Open your arms to change, but please don’t lose yourself You are what makes you who you are in sickness and in health A friendly atmosphere has made you who you are to be Your character is in charge and will control your destiny You’ll go someplace you’ve never gone, you’ll make your mark again, You will reset your standards, and sure will make new friends As soon as today is yesterday your heart will always give I hope you won’t regret today, cause your future longs to live If our paths don’t cross again, I won’t forget this day Cause I’m afraid of change, I’m scared to shift my ways My eyes will see things they’ve never seen, but I’ve always been here The time that counts your moments gone will teach me not to fear. You’ll look upon your life and see familiar grounds You’ll hear the call of memories and recognize the sound All the lives you change will make stars disappear And as you’re settled down, you’ll realize you’ve never left here. patience, love.. lets pretend we're alone (: Labels: friendship ; bestfriend |
tell me why;
Wednesday, March 11, 2009/ 10:15:00 PM
B R O K E N . L O S T . C O N F U S E D . is this for the better or for the worst? i just dont understand. now where do i bring this shattered heart? Labels: friendship ; bestfriend |
random poem;
/ 7:16:00 PM
When you feel alone just look at the spaces between your fingers and remember.. that's where mine fit perfectly. Have you ever found that someone... you'd do anything to get? Labels: scibbled thoughts.. |
hurt;
Tuesday, March 10, 2009/ 1:18:00 AM
When you lose a best friend, there really is no one that can really replace them, and you spend all your life wondering where things went sour - you always miss them. It can't be helped and for this there is no real remedy. Sometimes they just have to leave you with promises to stay with you to the best of their abilities. In any case, you could do one of two things: continue as you were without them or try to fix it. The bond will always be there the friendship always intact; But the time for us has come and gone and the pages of time, you can't turn back. I will always be a friend to you and wonder how you are; The smiles and laughter I will remember and our fights have become painless scars. Sometimes on those busy days when you've a thousand things to do; Please let me glide slowly through your mind and spend some time with you. In that quiet moment when you're surprised to find me there; Just remember even with the distance between us I am still someone who cares. i t s a l l s a i d & d o n e . you want it to end this way. im not gonna argue.. Labels: friendship ; bestfriend |
tears;
Monday, March 9, 2009/ 9:36:00 PM
i d o n t w a n t t o t a l k a b o u t i t . . . L E T S P L A Y P R E T E N D N O W . p/s: dear heart, i've already warned you. my paper heart bled profusely.. Labels: broke down. |
lost;
Saturday, March 7, 2009/ 7:39:00 AM
if you feel that there's a wall between us, it's built by you. been weird and it freaks me out. things thats running through your mind while me, lost in outer space trying to figure whats going on. and now, i really feel that wall. thanks. *smile* Time will show and time will tell What you need to make it well Time will show that I know If I let you go (if thats what you want.. ) Labels: mixed emotions |
sports fiesta;
Friday, March 6, 2009/ 7:54:00 PM
E X H A U S T E D . heh! :D this year, MI had the Sports Fiesta not the Annual Sports Meet. something fresh, yes? i LOIKE! :D signed up for 3 events. speedwalk. 4 x 100m relay. netball penalty shootout. but i only participated in 2 events. speedwalk - GOLD. 4 x 100m relay - GOLD. *grins* had lotsa FUN FUN FUN!! next up, inter-house games. and yes, congrats to Garnet Cheer squad! We (Garnet) manage to retain our champion status again this year. be it cheer nor the events. im so proud to be part of Garnet! :D so patriotic suddenly -_-" and, alhamdulillah. passed my H1 A Levels. :D OH! PW results not out yet. friendly match tomorrow. at NTU. (: Labels: yadayadayada.. (: |
frustrated;
Thursday, March 5, 2009/ 11:00:00 PM
L E S S O N L E A R N T T O D A Y . . Admiralty is a no no for me. why? infested with bicycles E V E R Y W H E R E ! while walking, you can hear.. *kring! kring!* from every corner. can you imagine that? if my family ever want to move there, i violently object! seriously (: oh yes. look at the picture above. Handry was perspiring & on his back there's an evil face shaped of his sweat. lol. p/s: tomorrow's YAYNESS - sports fiesta. tomorrow's JEER - release of A levels results. i dont understand.. whats going on? Labels: mixed emotions |
school;
/ 2:05:00 PM
B O R E D . what do you expect? im having a long break on every Thurs. from 1205 to 1445. coolness, yes? currently in O hub now. trying to entertain myself with the use of technology. haa! having Geog lecture later. soo not looking forward to it. results for CT. tsk! thats it, dayah.. R E T A I N ! Labels: short entry. |
love poem;
Tuesday, March 3, 2009/ 8:37:00 PM
Baby.. please kiss away all my fears catch every drop of my tears tell me when i need you, you're all ears look me in the eyes and sweep me off the floor say you love me and never make my heart feel sore please.. dont walk out the door p/s: a wise girl once said.. "forget about the people from the past, there's a reason they didnt make it to your future" can you hear what my heart's saying? can you read me? Labels: life. |
weather;
/ 5:41:00 PM
the weather's unpredictable. it may be sunny and all of a sudden, it'll just rain. sometimes too hot that it causes the forestfire. sometimes too cold that it causes people to freeze the whole day. and its making me sick. health's deteriorating. thanks to sensitive lungs, yes? pffft! ): dont push it.. i dont know how to react. Labels: sick. really sick. |