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Title: Life Story
Type: Highly Confidential
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![]() | --- Hidayah M nine-teen aquarius 010290 Millennia Institute
LOVES
FAMILY! izyan. nurul. hafiz y. h pusheng. zack. syikin. hockey. dance. music. cadbury. ferrero rocher. swensens. kitkat. cupwalker. walls - paddlepop (rainbow). nestle - chocolate trophy. white. no. 8. daisies.
WISHLIST
ッ samsung pixon hp. ッ ッ nintendo DSi / PSP. ッ ッ ッ new pair of sneakers. ッ ッ mr. men and little miss jacket. ッ ッ new tank top. ッ new swim wear ッ new pair of khakhis pants. ッ ッ new dress. ッ ッ new purse. ッ laptop cover.
thats about all. for now. (: |
Further Description of myself: Quote your heart what you wanna think about, Listen to your own heart talking, don't be silly, listen to adults- they give you the best advices, like how you should finish your A levels before going overseas for further studies
those silly people;
Saturday, January 3, 2009/ 7:46:00 PM
Dear diary..
i dont know if it's just me or them. i dont look like an ang moh do i, people? please enlighten me.. for the umpteen time im saying this. i am a MALAY. a pure malay, that is. why do people think im a eurasian? sccuuuuuse me? most irritating part comes along when actually, they can see that im with my parents! mum, who's wearing a tudung. dad, who obviously looked like a malay. what the hell people? so tell me. is it really me or is it you? once, a girl came up to me and said, "oh? you're a malay??" and i was like.. "yeahh.. why?" feeling embarrased. and she asnwered.. "nahh, you dont look like a malay. surprised when you actually speak malay" and that was during a competition. we became friends since but they labelled me as that "eurasian girl". wow. should i be proud? and just now, went to eat at tampines with parents. ordered some food and the person was mesmerized. she looked at me and said, "wahh.. blue eyes arh. very nice lehh" i felt so paiseh and i think she's dumb in a way. "its contact lense.." i answered her sheepishly. the best part was mum was just beside me. oh my gosh! so obvious isnt it? and i just wanna know is she really dumb? or she just want to bodek2 me because i ordered food from her stall. i dare not go back. she was so mesmerized by either my eyes or me. told mum to collect the food then. wow.. so to my dearie friends reading this post, TELL ME. what was your first impression when 'yall first saw me? i DO look like a malay. right? please englighten me cause i dont know if i should be proud or sad. haha! i aint angry about those comments. just confused of my physical features. and the way i look. (: ![]() its best if i remain ignorant of the way i feel for you, boy. ♥ ms exquisite Labels: eurasian girl? |