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Title: Life Story
Type: Highly Confidential
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![]() | --- Hidayah M nine-teen aquarius 010290 Millennia Institute
LOVES
FAMILY! izyan. nurul. hafiz y. h pusheng. zack. syikin. hockey. dance. music. cadbury. ferrero rocher. swensens. kitkat. cupwalker. walls - paddlepop (rainbow). nestle - chocolate trophy. white. no. 8. daisies.
WISHLIST
ッ samsung pixon hp. ッ ッ nintendo DSi / PSP. ッ ッ ッ new pair of sneakers. ッ ッ mr. men and little miss jacket. ッ ッ new tank top. ッ new swim wear ッ new pair of khakhis pants. ッ ッ new dress. ッ ッ new purse. ッ laptop cover.
thats about all. for now. (: |
Further Description of myself: Quote your heart what you wanna think about, Listen to your own heart talking, don't be silly, listen to adults- they give you the best advices, like how you should finish your A levels before going overseas for further studies
Thursday, December 4, 2008/ 11:06:00 PM
Dear diary..
today i spent the whole day at izyan's crib. wasnt feeling too well in the morning. skipped training today :( reached izyan's crib at 2pm left her place at around 9pm.. it was quite fun. since its been eons since i last saw her. yeah.. everyone's busy with their commitments. like whoa..! too committed? so today was the time i can see my babe. so i did. i dont feel satisfied though i spent the whole day with her. guess i must have missed her company much. sleepover soon, babe? then we're gonna do all those crazy stuffs we used to. remember? winks* moving on.. here's the harsh truth im gonna have to face. yes, its in the blood that the opposite sex are sexually attracted to me and my siblings. i mean, there's just those people of the opposite sex to surround us. as for example, my bro surrounded by alot of girls. get it? no? and all my brothers seem to be having a fun time. me..? im rotting from the inside silently. i dont know what to expect. sigh*.. Mr S, Mr H and the rest were out to "flirt" with me. my previous life is starting all over again. but its just me.. i dont feel right about myself. is it just me? or my surroundings? i have the malas nak layan attitude on me again.. the guys busy trying to open a conversation and me ignoring them. it bores me i suppose? i dont know whats coming. all that i never fail to do is praying.. p/s: idontknowwhatswrongbuttodayijustfeellikestickingout mylongsexymiddlefingerwhichihavekeptforlongcause apparentlythestrangersaroundmeareirritatingme. bluergh!! i need my music therapy tonight after ANTM. cause i seem to loose control of my own emotions! i know many of you may be wondering what in the world i may be talking about yes? my music therapy is to blast these irritating songs in my ears. what kinda songs you may be wondering yes? techno / trance / reggaeton. yes, thats it :) the most effective songs will be :
these music let my emotions flow very well. seriously. try listening to them. i know many of you may not like it. haha.. saluran eskapisme bagiku.. transfer all the anger, sadness and other emotions somewhere only god knows. it works very well for me.. `fuck! its the only way i can breathe properly.. ![]() &how do you even know what im facing at this very moment? ♥ ms exquisite Labels: music therapy tonight.. |