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Title: Life Story
Type: Highly Confidential
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![]() | --- Hidayah M nine-teen aquarius 010290 Millennia Institute
LOVES
FAMILY! izyan. nurul. hafiz y. h pusheng. zack. syikin. hockey. dance. music. cadbury. ferrero rocher. swensens. kitkat. cupwalker. walls - paddlepop (rainbow). nestle - chocolate trophy. white. no. 8. daisies.
WISHLIST
ッ samsung pixon hp. ッ ッ nintendo DSi / PSP. ッ ッ ッ new pair of sneakers. ッ ッ mr. men and little miss jacket. ッ ッ new tank top. ッ new swim wear ッ new pair of khakhis pants. ッ ッ new dress. ッ ッ new purse. ッ laptop cover.
thats about all. for now. (: |
Further Description of myself: Quote your heart what you wanna think about, Listen to your own heart talking, don't be silly, listen to adults- they give you the best advices, like how you should finish your A levels before going overseas for further studies
corny..
Monday, December 1, 2008/ 7:36:00 PM
Dear diary..
im damn pissed. mom's really corny today. i hated it. i missed my outing with the sexayes today because of her. i dont want her to be alone ever since that tragedy. it worries me to see her going anywhere alone. still, i dont think she appreciate it. she kept pushing it. i believe everyone has a limit to their patience. fuck. "too much eh dayah.. too much" and i dont freaking care! dad said.. "orang kalau tak sabar, kita perlu sabar" heck! i said.. "orang dah diam walaupun orang tak salah, dia asik cocok. baik-baik orang boleh diam, tak boleh diam. makin bingit" dad did warn me saying that mom's real sensitive now. its part of people ageing or something. i can understand that but she kept pushing it. i am trying to be understanding but she just keep pushing it! HELL! even brother is killing me. keep taking my things without my permission. worst, didnt even place it back. and i turn the house upside down. giving them a corny attitude. which even my parents cant stand me. brother keep taking the things that i have. i dont know what is it that he wants from me. whats that one thing. seriously. when i dont have a phone, he refuse to lend me his. now that im using my old nokia 3100, he took my charger. next, he wants the phone. urghh..! i feel like screaming at the top of my voice Geram sangat-sangat! ish! Gigit kepala dorang kang... now mom is not on talking terms with me. whatever. lets see how long this goes on.. all this anger, whatever thats happening, its breaking my heart. although i know mom is the only one who understand me best, sometimes she does things without thinking. she does it sebab ikutkan perasaan and thats when dad came into the picture. and now, all that i do is keep quiet. keep everything to myself. been doing it. over and over again.. & how do i manage this all by myself? why do things happen at the wrong time..? ♥ ms exqusite Labels: foul mood.. |