Hidayah M
nine-teen
aquarius
010290
Millennia Institute

been rushing against time. bluergh!*

trainings.. running errands..

but im so glad its over now (:

thats cause.. cuzzie's wedding's officially over! (:

there's lots to do with so lil' time..

i mean, so lil time for me to get my beauty sleep.

ATROCIOUS la!

but thank god the wedding function is at sengkang as well.

WHEW!

ANYWAY,

there's this thing about my distant cuzzie from Aussie.

he came back for a month cause of a few cuzzie's weddings here.

he's cute, good looking, fair, look a lil' like a chinese blablabla..

the thing is, he's only 15!

lol.

i really have no clue whats the connection.

of me and small kids.

lol. its really hilarious.

why do small kids are attracted to me!?

sheesh..

though i cant deny i love kiddies..

he's 15, the other cousin from dad's side is 14.

worst one was a small kiddie who's only

about 6yrs old?

asking for my contact no. personally.

kinda scary eyh?

haha.

so back to the story..

i had fun overall with the cuzzies.

although i know its not as much fun like when we were younger.

its really sad.

parent's siblings argueing and we're the one affected.

im really tired..

i should get my beauty sleep now.

sorry i didnt update much though.

tirra~

for now (:

Dear diary..


ihavedimplesonmystomach!(:


anyway, i cant update much right now.
i need to go off real soon.
need to run some errands.
cousin's wedding.. bluergh!

oh! today's friendly match, we won.
and im happy my sis joined us for lunch today.
was a very pleasant surprise.
really hope to see her again soon. (:
wee~

i love you people! (:

Muacks! Muacks! Muuuacckkss!! (:
Randomness.

~*~*~

Today, Mr Q texted me early in the morning.
Beats me. Said he's sad.
He wants to lepak at Sengkang since its peaceful.
So he thought of meeting up today.

I'm not trying to be cruel but he's blacklisted by me.
He'll only find me when he has a prob with his gf.
Mind you, he left a bad impression on me.
It's kinda complicated.
I cant pen it here..

Mr Q wanted to fetch me from school.
So that we'll go back to sengkang together.
On his bike.

But i kinda delay everything.
Shower. Lunch. Talk.
Thank goodness he overslept.
And so we didnt meet up (:

p/s: its not like i hate him or sth. it's just sth that you guys dont need to knw.

ANYWAY!

i'd better get my beauty sleep now. there's training tomorrow

after which i need to accompany mum somwhere.

p/s: im getting darker.. and prettier.
there, there. your mum warned you about me :p

i just changed into my nighties! (: err.. i reached home like 10mins ago? hehe! despite the rainy day, i had a fun time with my fellow peeps today. ( although i feel like im outcasted ) i mean, im there as hafiz has been texting and checking on me. he wanted to be sure that im gonna turn up for today's pit. it was held at the pasir ris park (:

initially, i was darn lazy as the long stretch of dark clouds pass by. what made it worse was i didnt know who to go there with. i mean, the girls will be late as they have something on. going there alone is a no no for me as i dont really know how to get there. ( truth is, it made me feel awkward and i dont wana go alone :D ) as such, i text Hendra "pestering" him to go with me! (:

Hendra didnt decline. phew! anyways, i thought we'll be meeting somewhere to take the bus but guess what? he fetch me from home. he's got a bike! damn sia! haha. i didnt know. am so outdated. ): i know that he's got his license but i have no idea he already have his own bike. anyways, we lepak at the void deck and update about each other's life. it was raining heavily then.

after about an hour or so catching up with each other, the rain stopped. hence, we made our way there. the ride was ok except that i always slipped off my seat. so irritating! bodoh sia!

we stopped at Elias Mall for awhile since the rest needed batteries for the radio. i told Hendra to park his bike somewhere near the shop. that was a close move. wanna know why? he left his key on the bike itself. wow. lol. he could have lost his bike! shakes head*

moving on..

as we reached there, it was kinda weird. some of the guys really dressed up like those typical matreps. lol. as usual, the girls dont really talk to me. the guys really made my day. i miss them so much! (:

as i was enjoying their company, suddenly HE appeared before me. i feel so "mak oii.. nak lari mana ni..? tak best ah dekni ada.. tsk!" instantaneously. but i have no choice and so, pretend that HE's invisible. oh! im so good at that. (:

while i was helping out with the barbeque, suddenly a friend called me saying HE called. they were in the tent. i dont know what they were talking about. but one thing for sure is, catching up with each other's life. GUYS talk. but i didnt hear what my friend was saying then.

as i approached the tent, i saw HIS face peeping. then hiding himself and said something like.. "takde pape. takde pape. dorang merepek. sorry, sorry" i was lost. giving them the blank face and continued what i was doing.

overall, i had a fun time today! (:

thanks hafiz for inviting me there!

thanks hendra for fetching me and wana go there with me!

thanks aiman, syafiq and ajit for accompanying me to the dark and spooky carpark!

in short, thanks alot guys! you guys really made my day. (:

i miss 'yall already!

im really tired..

i think thats all for now (:

i am so in love with my own body, can? haha! im not sick lah you, sickos! thanks to Hockey, my body is really shaping up well. i'm proud to say that im quite fit, yeah. by next year, im sure im ready for my A div! (: my body's tone up really well. i've got abs ,yaw..!* say you're jealous already! :p hehe. but currently, im still working on it. once i've got my six packs, i can eksyen infront of korang-korang. no? of course not! im just trying to stay healthy here, yes? guess what people? i've already started the habit of drinking milk everyday! fyi, i cant drink milk. since young, i'd puke everytime i tried to drink it. eew~ but right now, im forcing myself. i wana grow! hehe :D

moving on..

my time's filled with hockey training. wee! (: strange thing is i aint complaining but i have a hard time waking up early. and SO, im always there on time and not early! im such a bad senior, ey? haha. mampos ah. but im there arent i? ok best! (: training is held at Delta but today, in school. i dread to make my way there. so far.. i mean, further than Delta. Zzz.. and yes, i dont wana see that particular someone in school. no no! shakes head* but i saw izyan, apiz, mirah, hidayah. and i miss my lovelies oh so much!

eh, i sidetrack alot, ey? okok.. back to the super random stuff that i wana tell you people. today's training, everyone's being so random. i dont know why. during training, suddenly someone said " eyh, look! the guys are all wearing blue and the girls are all wearing white! except basirah. cool or wat? " and i gave a blank look. haa. and we continued with our training till suddenly ms R blurted out " eyh, sorry ah. but who's that? " ponting at this white color thing. and she continued asking " it's a pad right? sorry ah. but whose ah? " and everyone started to freak out and went to check themselves. but i went to that white thing and look at it. all of a suddent ms A said " tu aeroplane lah! paper aeroplane! " lol! what would a paper aeroplane be doing at the further end of the hockey pitch? lol! like seriously. suddenly, ms M said " eh, mine ah. i think its mine. its a pantyliner la " and so she picked it up and place it in her pocket. lol! i dont wana elaborate further, can? :p

after training, me and fatin went to Bugis. we shopped! haha. i bought this really cute dress for tomorrow. cant wait to meet my old peeps. yay! and oh please dont let him be there, ok? fat hope lah dayah! He's so gonna be there. Duh~ sigh*

my life has been terrible but im still persevering. everyone told me to be strong and that i really have to. the thing is, i dont know what to expect at the end of it. sigh* and, im now being the old me. i'm no longer open to talk about my problems to anyone. not even my lovelies or babes. maybe its just me. maybe its just them for not being there when i needed them most. and im not complaining. please dont worry. and im so good at pretending that im fine when im not. sigh*

Dear diary..


ok. i've just shifted house. heh. (:
this thing is quite complicated eh?
i dont know how to deal with all those
complicated codes to make this blog looking
all pretty. just like me! haha. ohh.. dont be jealous! :p

no matter, the credit goes to amirah darl (:
thanks much for helping me sort out this complicated shit, yes? or else..
im still gonna have a difficult time managing this bloody thing.
hurhur.. SO!
three cheers for amirah!
hip hip hooray! hip hip hooray! hip hip hooray!

anyway, i dont know what to blog for my first post.
but since i was tagged by amirah, here goes nothing.. (:

Rules & Regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little facts as well asstate this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names

* NO TAGS BACK! *

10 weird things/habits/little known facts about me.
1) Hockey is my source of escapisme. The best way to release stress (:
2) I dance by myself alot! hehe (:
3) The "feelings" i have about something that will happen, always happen. I hate it sometimes.
4) Raffi Ahmad and Haizad Imran are simply gorgeous!
5) I love receiving flowers (esp. white lilies) but often dont know what to do with them.
6) Usually much more closer to the opposite sex. ( i have more guy friends )
7) Err.. i dont really trust people easily and its esp difficult after they abused it?
8) I simply lovee the no. 8! no? (:
9) I can relate songs with my life easily. ( sucky at times cause it'll make me cry sometimes )
10) Selfish in certain areas and you dont wana know.. (:

and since this is a new journal, i dont really have anyone to tag. haha! sorry ah. spoil the game. but i'd love it if Nurul and Izyan would do this thing (:


moving on..
life hasnt been too good for me.
i hope this thing wont last..





i miss my baby.
im still waiting for you..



♥ ms exquisite